So much to do and I'm not feeling OK

Things to do:
first, I want my job is done today
second, I can finally talk to my mother (I miss her)
third, I want to go home and feeling homly
fourth, I want my flu is disappear and my nose get better
fifth, I want to go shower with warm water
sixth, I want to sleep 8 hours or more
seventh, I want HIM to call me right now (it probably never)
eighth, I want somebody or anybody kidnap me from office (he hee..crazy)
nineth, I want to give my best friend a gift
and the last thing I don't want to go for work tomorrow

Jumping Down

To: My heart
From : Me

We never know when, where, and with whom we will falling in love.
Sounds familiar but it's a long..long..time ago.
Why now? and why him? and why my heart is beating?
.. and I wish I could just trow my heart out.
But if I could I won't do that cause I will stop breathing. And I need to breath to tell to my heart.

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …one old love she can imagine going back to... and one who reminds her how far she has come...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... ...enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own even if she never wants to or needs to...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... ...something perfect to wear if the employer or date of
her dreams wants to see her in an hour...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... ...a youth she's content to leave behind.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... ...a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age.... 
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... ...a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and ablack lace bra...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... ...one friend who always makes her laugh...and one who lets her cry... 
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... ...a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... 
 WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... ...eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored.. 
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... ...a feeling of control over her destiny...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... ...how to fall in love without losing herself... 
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW HOW TO... QUIT A JOB, BREAK UP WITH A LOVER, AND CONFRONT A FRIEND WITHOUT RUINING THE FRIENDSHIP... 
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW ... When to try harder...
and WHEN TO WALK AWAY... 
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... that she can't change the length of her calves, the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents... 
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... that her childhood may not have been perfect...but its over...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... what she would and wouldn't do for love or more...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... how to live alone...even if she doesn't like it...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... whom she can trust, whom she can't, and why she shouldn't take it personally...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... where to go... be it to her best friend's kitchen table or a charming inn in the woods...when her soul needs soothing...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... what she can and can't accomplish in a day... a month...and a year...

Terbaik - terbaik

Terbaik buat kemarin blum tertentu terbaik untuk hari ini.
Mimpi terbaik blum tentu kenyataan terbaik.
Terbaik untuk orang lain blum tentu terbaik buat diri sendiri.
Cowok terbaikpun blum tentu cowok yang tepat.

 
I need a perfect lover..although I know nobody is perfect.

 

Me and My BOSS

When I take a long time I am slow;
When my boss takes a long time
He is thorough.
 
When I don't do it I am lazy;
When my boss doesn't do it
He is too busy.

When I do something without being told I am trying to be smart;
When my boss does the same That’s initiative.

When I please my boss I'm ass-kissing;
When my boss pleases his boss
He's co-operating.

When I do good My boss never remembers;
When I do wrong He never forgets.

(dedicated to my recent and former boss)

Terima kasih

This word goes to Mas Idon, for helping my blog looks good. TERIMA KASIH

Lovely Tuesday

"One can not change yesterday, but only make the most of today, and look with HOPE toward tomorrow"

Paint your LIFE 

Best Mother in the world

You are the best Mother in the world
 
One day if I have my own child
I want my child said: “Mom you are the best mother in the world”
 
Just like you Mom..you are the best mother in the world.
You are so tough, and no words could express how much
you mean to me.
You are so brilliant, full of new ideas.
Wise and good, you always know.
How lucky I am to have you.Just what I want to be.
 
(To: JE..my deep condolence for you)

The Rotton Apples

There are jerks out there. Don't take it personally. Nobody has the psychic ability to screen out all jerks. We all end up with a jerk once in a while, it's not our fault. It just happens. If you pick up apples sometimes you'll get a rotten one. Throw it back in the barrel and don't take it personally, don't obsess about why you trusted him. Accept he was a rotton apple and go on to find a tasty one.

(taken from romanceclass.com)

Everytime

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong?
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, Baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, Baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done?
>You seemed to move un-easy<

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, Baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, Baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, Baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

(taken from Britney Spears Album)

Jealous

It is important to distinguish jealousy from envy. To oversimplify, jealousy is angry, envy is wistful. Jealousy is destructive, envy rarely is.

Bali

Nov 2000----Kuta Bali
June 2004----Legian Bali
(14-17 June)
yang paling berkesan dari liburan di Bali, gosong..terbakar matahari,tangan jadi belang separuh, dan jatuh dari perahu waktu rafting di ayung river.


www.bali.com

Monday

I think it’s true happiness and love are just a choice away..
and life only gives you time and space, so it's all up to you!

Beautiful Woman

Beautiful Women

Age 3: Looks at herself and sees a Queen!
Age 8: Looks at herself and sees herself as Cinderella/Sleeping Beauty.
Age 15: Looks at herself and sees herself as Fat/Pimples/UGLY
(Mum I can't go to school looking like this!)
Age 20: Looks at herself and sees "too fat/too thin, too short/too tall, too straight/too curly"
- but decides she's going out anyway.
Age 30: Looks at herself and sees "too fat/too thin, too short/too tall, too straight/too curly"
- but decides she doesn't have time to fix it so she's going out anyway.
Age 40: Looks at herself and sees "too fat/too thin, too short/too tall, too straight/too curly"
- but says, "At least, I am clean and goes out anyway.
Age 50: Looks at herself and sees "I am" and goes wherever she wants to go.
Age 60: Looks at herself and reminds herself of all the people who can't even see themselves
in the mirror anymore. She goes out and conquers the world.
Age 70: Looks at herself & sees wisdom, laughter and ability, goes out and enjoys life.
Age 80: Doesn't bother to look. Just puts on a purple hat and goes out to have fun with the world.

Maybe we should all grab that purple hat earlier....