One Night at Kuta, Bali

This photo was taken by my friend..after doing rafting then visiting Antonio Blanco's Museum..we ate bebek goreng Bali..at one finest restaurant, actually not the food but the atmosphere that you can't forget..next to restaurant there is a field of rice.

Java from above..

I'm not sure with this mountain..but I think it is Bromo mountain.
I love if someday I climb or doing tracking in this mountain

Tanti's Birthday

It's so me..forgot to wish my best friend birthday. Yesterday was Tanti's Birthday and she asking me for a date (she treat me) then we have a dinner just the two of us in KFC. ha..ha.ha eventhough I knew she doesn't know when was my birthday because I keep changing my profile at Friendster..
...anyway it's good to spent sometime with girl friend, and the subject of our conversation still about unlucky love and a boy. You..who claims himself as a boy who happens to write this should be proud because we (girl) and I should confess that we always talking about you...guys..although I will denied it because this subject I had erased from my topic list of conversations.

ya..ya..ya..

about one 'good' man that i saw during the mass. he's got everything that all girls are wish. he's got a style, he's got the look, he's got a good career (i guess). but too bad all informations about him are blocked..or i never intended to search?
hmm..how are you georgeous ?
the fact is i couldn't blow him out of my mind..and just to see the way he move, it would be enough for me. yeah i'm one of his biggest fans. His secret admire. Have you ever be a secret admire just what i did now?

it's good just like one of my favorite song "just my imagination..running away with me.."

..Lovely Monday..

..It's Monday and I feel G R E A T..
yesterday was my Bro wedding's anniversary..and again I forgot to bring camera to capture the "moment" so early in the morning the activity was begun. We went to church and this time was at Katedral because Mom's choir participate on Morning Mash then I meet my Bro and his wife there..his hair needs to cut off I think.
Then we had lunch together, my first Bro and his family also there. We ate Pizza, the only Italian food that I like!! then my sis in law family join us (full team) ..oh yeah we had lunch at Artha Gading Mall again, since the park still free.
After lunch I visited my Bro's house, he's living in Menteng Metropolitan, then I went to Yudi's house, his house near Senen Station. Finally I know where my Brothers lives!!
So here I'm early in the morning without taking bad (hehehehe) I go to office. 7:24 AM I have arrived in the office..

what is all about

I just recovered from my illness..since last Thursday I was sick and I've had leave my job for two days. Kinna lazy to start all over again..so this morning I just type something in my blog. It's good finally I could write something and read something. Back to the days when I was sick, my mom borrow a catholic magazine. I read a lot to kill my times since the TV program wasn't good, everytime I push one channel comes up Cut Keke story or Nia Daniati story.. is it so hard to maintain marriage relationship?

Talking about found out one good man sometimes it could be an interesting topic, but sometimes it could be so nasty.. what if don't think, don't feel and don't act? A desperate and hopeless girl I become. You know..when I was sick I was thinking much and everything become so heavy in my mind, I realize we can't live alone in this world, especially when you are sick, you need someone to be there, a person who cares about you and a person who can cheer you up.

I have one right now..but for how long? Life is uncertain some said like that but if we believe in Jesus there's always a hope and life is always certain.. Just begins everything in the name of HIM.

Team Work..day third June, 13 2005 at Ayung river Ubud, Bali

Bali 11-14 June 2005

..about him..

If I should describe him in one word, definetly I'll say he is amazing. He drove thousand kilometres early in the morning to drove me to airport. I think that's one thing that could melt my heart, too bad we are not in the same team.
In this way, I couldn't ask for more. Usually I will ask, Dear God, could you change into..bla..bla..but this time I don't, I enjoyed the time we spend..maybe I had give up to searched and hope. I only closed my eyes and make a wish, Dear God, would you give me a strength to accept everything that I can't change and to change everything that I could change and I could always feel the beauty in every thing that you gave me. He came in his strange way..so I start to miss that?

TerreCalde

Two weeks ago I have an offer from someone to be the reporter. What I did was simple just send an essay or writing talk about what happen in my country. When I heard this news I don't really take seriously since I have an offer from someone that I know in cyber world, but nowdays everything done by computer, the old fashion way like meet somebody in the train, bus, or maybe mall are no longer easily happen, since now everybody suspicious with stranger.

In short, I talk with this man a couple times via YM then here I go..my name is written in their website, and my report is in there too.

take a look on http://www.terrecalde.it/indonesia/Henny%20Report%20June%209.htm

Jalani aja yang di depan Mata!

Semalam ga sengaja ketemu teman, dia cerita ga betah kerja di tempat yang sekarang, merasa tertipu karena bayaran yang kecil dan kerjaan yang banyak. Life is unfair..emang betul, kadang kita terkaget-kaget kalau membandingkan diri dengan gaji teman-teman yang lain, rasanya koq mereka dengan mudah dapat kerjaan dan gaji yang banyak just because she's pretty or just because she's born in rich family.

Sementara 'we' yang lahir dari keluarga yang biasa-biasa dan punya tampang yang biasa-biasa aja, memulai segala sesuatu dengan susah payah. Cari kerjaan, akhirnya dapat setelah melalui berkali-kali interview, terus giliran dah kerja dan mau lanjutin kuliah..harus cari duit sendiri untuk membiayai kuliah. Ehmm ga gampang kan??

Tapi gue teringat dengan kata-kata seorang kandidat Doktor bidang keuangan yang gue wawancara untuk skripsi gue "Saya sekolah, yang saya cari tantangannya", kalau gue, sekolah selain untuk kemajuan diri sendiri dan mungkin karir juga cari teman baru yang be there di saat senang dan susah, I am looking for a TRUE Friend! dan bukannya sebelum gue kuliah gue ga menemui, ada donk tapi gue mau nambah deretan (list) teman-teman baru.

Sampai disini tujuan gue dah tercapai!

So, I think once we heard an advice from a fool, kita jadi ikut-ikutan bodoh. Gue teringat sebuah lagu yang gue lupa siapa yang nyanyi -- I don't wanna take an advice from a fool.

Now..I try to used my brain. Gue pikir ini hidup gue. Melihat ke atas itu penting so we know our position, but don't look up on the sky too long. We should be thankfull, at least we got a job eventhough still not our best job. But we are trying to make our job looks fabulous and spend your money to help the poorer.

take a look on us, me and her wearing the same cardigan..smooth yellow. I think it's a great colour makes you look more younger!! this photo was taken using my camera phone last friday.

Pizza..

two slice of pizza, chicken soup, 6 piece of chicken wings and of course sprite. Pizza hut restaurant last Friday..my stomache is so full

WHAT'S NEXT ??

..what do I do next, after completing my study here at University of Indonesia? I have a job now, but my job is far away from home, if I coming back to parents house, everyday I should discover thousands of kilometer to reach my office. The sallary after all, I think it's not enough, since now I (almost) hold bachelor degree.
I was thinking to continue my study for master degree, if this way I choose, so I have to stay here for at least..till next year, after really completing my study and got bonus from company, then say goodbye.
Some job I read now, nothing impress me much, there's one, but the competition is tight. I need a reference letter after all to continue my study, next.
Let's put behind about having my own family, should wait till the time is right..

It's been a while

June is coming, next month July 22nd is Bo birthday, before that I have to submit my thesis.
Thinking bout thesis making me headache, recently I have a flu that's because I force myself hard and because I'm no good in manage time..
Today..I've done my paper for final examination, hoping that I have a good mark in two subject left. Yeah hoping for the best!!

Morning, Surya asking me when I'm gonna married..well recently I got so many question asking about one subject marriage. Whenever I asked that question to myself, I have many reasons to postponed that subject.. Three years ago, I have a reason to postponed till my study finish, I promise start to think about that, after completing my thesis, but now, I have another reason, I want to focus on career since I have a big opportunity in one condition should be single!!

I believe every thing has a purpose..it's not right too, if you marry someone because you tired being alone, because after getting a permanent job next is time to marry? or because someone loves you then you think you won't get better than him, or maybe because every one (your friends), all are married now, or because you don't know what you want in life.
I dunno when I'm gonna find one person that match for me, many times that I meet someone new and trying to build relations, I always gives my best time, best I could do and hoping he's the "one" the best for the last. Maybe I should not hoping too much in next relations, not expecting much in return!