31 March 2005


I believe that nothing in life is Unimportant...
by eyank

Doing The Best Thing..

Time will never come back! what i have is now (today), yesterday is the past, and tomorrow is too uncertainty. But I know, what goes around comes around...
Yesterday, I'm browsing some website, and I found very interesting quotation:
Work like you don't need the money
Love like you've never been hurt
Dance like nobody's watching
Sing like nobody's listening
Live like it's heaven on Earth

The first time I read that, I said it's impossible!! but after deep thought, I know that is what Gandhi, Mother Theresa did it..even when they are not in earth anymore but time has written their name in the stone.

If we put our name in the sand, the wind will easily blow out, but if our name written on the stone, wind can't take anywhere...

28 March 2005

Someone That I Used To Love

When I wake up each morning/Trying to find myself/And if I'm ever the least unsure/I always remind myself/Though you're someone in this world/That I'll always choose to love/From now on You're only someone That I used to love

As for me, it's getting down/To the last unspoken part/When you must begin to ease The pain of a broken heart/Tell me why should I even care/If I have to lose your love/From now on you're only someone That I used to love

I wish it was enough for you/All the love I had to give/And I did my best to keep you satisfied/I guess you'll never know/How much I tried, I really tried/And if ever our paths should cross again/Well, you won't find me/Being the one to get lost again/Once I had so much to give/But you just refused my love/From now on you're only someone That I used to love

And I did my best to keep you satisfied/I guess you'll never know How much I tried, I really tried/And if ever our paths should cross again/Well, you won't find me Being the one to get lost again/Once I had so much to give/But you just refused my love/From now on you're only someone That I used to love

Tonight you're someone in this world/That I'll always choose to love/From now on you're only someone That I used to love/Hoo, from now on you're only someone That I used to love

Easter Blessing..

Wooww..it sounds that God hear my plea. This I called an Easter Blessing.
I take this life by making one small step each day I woke up. My life is like a serendipity, this is true. Though I want him, but consider the depths between us, I never ask for more and I never expected too much.
So..if this is my cross, I take that risk, I'm trying to build the bridge between us..
Xmas, New Year, His B'day, Valentines Day, Easter Day..it's a blessed from up above for me and him.

23 March 2005

Between Friendzz

About me and friendzz..
I'm not sure, what should i put in this blog, the last time i try to write bout "time", I couldn't publish my post.
I want to tell a story bout God's Two Boxes, I received this story this morning, on my email box.

I have in my hands two boxes, Which God gave me to hold.
He said, "Put all your sorrows in the black box, And all your joys in the gold."
I heeded His words, and in the two boxes, Both my joys and sorrows I stored,
But though the gold became heavier each day, The black was as light as before.
With curiosity, I opened the black, I wanted to find out why, And I saw, in the base of the box, a hole,Which my sorrows had fallen out by.
I showed the hole to God, and mused,"I wonder where my sorrows could be!"He smiled a gentle smile and said,"My child, they're all here with me."
I asked God, why He gave me the boxes, Why the gold and the black with the hole?
"My child, the gold is for you to count your blessings, The black is for you to let go and let GOD ."

After I read that, I begins to count my blessings, my first blessing this morning, I woke up in healthy body then my second blessings I arrived save in the office, then it's a blessings, I can chat with two my lovely bestfriends, and in the lunch time..It's a blessing that, finally I can call him. The Blessing still continue..
I believe if I put all my problems in God's boxes, his hands will carry me out of my problem.
He sent an angel, call friendz..to help me out and solve my problem, to motivate me, to stand besides me, so I don't feel lonely...

21 March 2005

Manage my Time

Though just have a few time, but i want to put something on my blog..
I want, one day, if my script (skripsi) get done... i want to looking back at my "busy" time,
When every minutes of my time seems so precious.

17 March 2005

Soulmate

What is a soulmate?
"A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks."
Somedays ago, my friend told me, her soulmate could be He or She.
I think it's true..because I realize, that a soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.
For other person, we could be a soulmate or even an angel.
Yes, we are an angel with one wing, we can only fly if we hold each other wings.
Today, I have found out my soulmate and my angel..

In time of trouble I will turn on you (irene) asking your wing, so we could fly together.
In the hard time, I found out that God always carry me out, he always send his angel..

15 March 2005

I can’t stop lovin’ you

There’s a time and place for everything, for everyone
We can push with all our might, but nothin’s gonna come
Oh no, nothin’s gonna change
And if I asked you not to try
Oh could you let it be

I wanna hold you and say
We can’t throw this all away
Tell me you won’t go, you won’t go
Do you have to hear me say

I can’t stop lovin’ you
And no matter what I say or do
You know my heart is true, oh I can’t stop loving you

You can change your friends, your place in life
You can change your mind, we can change the way we say
And do anytime Oh no, but I think you’ll find
That when you look inside your heart
Oh baby, I’ll be there, yeah

Hold on I’m holding on Baby,
just come on, come on, come on
I just wanna hear you say
I can’t stop lovin’ you
And no matter what you say or do
You know my heart is true, oh I can’t stop lovin’ you
Oh, I’m so twisted and tied

And all I remember
Was how hard we tried
Only to surrender
And when it’s over I know how it’s gonna be
And true love will never die
No, not fade away And I can’t stop lovin’ you

No matter what I say or do
You know my heart is true, oh I can’t stop lovin’ you
And I know what I got to do
Hey ray, what you said is true I can’t stop lovin’ you, oh Oh,
I can’t stop lovin’ you

14 March 2005


It's me on monday afternoon, using bang Idon's camera
by eyank

HAVE YOU EVER ?

Have you ever been just sitting there and all of a sudden you feel like doing something nice for someone you care for? THAT'S GOD talking to you through the Holy Spirit.

Have you ever been down and out and nobody seems to be around for you to talk to? THAT'S GOD wanting you to talk to Him.

Have you ever been thinking about somebody that you haven't seen in a long time and then next thing you know you see them or receive a phone call from them?
THAT'S GOD. There is no such thing as coincidence.

Have you ever received something wonderful that you didn't even ask for, like money in the mail, a debt that had mysteriously been cleared, or a coupon to a department store where you had just seen something you needed, but couldn't afford?
THAT'S GOD knowing the desires of your heart.

Have you ever been in a situation and you had no clue how it was going to get better, how the hurting would stop, how the pain would ease, but now you look back on it. . .. THAT'S GOD passing us through tribulation to see a brighter day

A Great Week

Mayla Hubahib Colance, or Irene..
Look I'm trying to write in English, though it's not easy, cause been so long not to use english in my daily conversation. Hope u can understand that.
All I can say, that last week I have a great time, because you are there..
You are a nice person, and thanks for mention my name in your blog :)
Thanks for adding some comments to my blog, and thanks for writing a poetry for me. That's one thing in common..
Thanks for the picture of Christian Bautista, I guess I don't want to grow old because of him :P
and thanks for being my friend!
I hope we could meet in person..

09 March 2005

DO NOT FOLLOW ME I'M LOST TOO

when i'm in hurry to office this morning, it's late actually, in the crowded street, right in front of me i saw that sign (Do not Follow me, I'm Lost too) huaahhaa...

03 March 2005


"What is hope?
Hope is wishing for a thing to come true;
faith is believing that it will come true."

by eyank

"Do Not Be Discouraged If Your Plans Do Not Succeed The First Time.

"Do Not Be Discouraged If Your Plans Do Not Succeed The First Time. No One Learns To Walk By Taking Only One Step."

maunya serba cepat, ga perlu revisi, langsung di-approve, dan langsung dapat dosen pembimbing. tapi itu kan mau gue :P
kenyataannya, mesti revisi, dan blum tentu juga abis revisi langsung di-approve, nikmatin aja kali yee..

02 March 2005

Good News

not just good but great news..
I'm so happy to hear that..
I believe in every path that you choose, you get the best and you can make it into the BEST
and you always get my support in every way that you choose.