It's been a while

June is coming, next month July 22nd is Bo birthday, before that I have to submit my thesis.
Thinking bout thesis making me headache, recently I have a flu that's because I force myself hard and because I'm no good in manage time..
Today..I've done my paper for final examination, hoping that I have a good mark in two subject left. Yeah hoping for the best!!

Morning, Surya asking me when I'm gonna married..well recently I got so many question asking about one subject marriage. Whenever I asked that question to myself, I have many reasons to postponed that subject.. Three years ago, I have a reason to postponed till my study finish, I promise start to think about that, after completing my thesis, but now, I have another reason, I want to focus on career since I have a big opportunity in one condition should be single!!

I believe every thing has a purpose..it's not right too, if you marry someone because you tired being alone, because after getting a permanent job next is time to marry? or because someone loves you then you think you won't get better than him, or maybe because every one (your friends), all are married now, or because you don't know what you want in life.
I dunno when I'm gonna find one person that match for me, many times that I meet someone new and trying to build relations, I always gives my best time, best I could do and hoping he's the "one" the best for the last. Maybe I should not hoping too much in next relations, not expecting much in return!