...my days..my hours for you friends...

from minutes turns hours, from hours turns to days..my time for you friends..my time for my family, my time for my work, my time for my study.

Yesterday, finnally the package that Irene sent to me arrived, I should pay for 5,000 rupiahs for that. I found out 2 pages of letters, a broche, a bottle of parfume and 2 photos, also the pendant, and DVD of J LO..yeah this actress is one of Irene's favorite.

Recently I put my time writing thesis in the end of the line, because I used my time to provide carring and support to my friends.

When you are away from family, the person that help you out, and gives you a support is a friend. When you are away from home, you will realize the meaning of having a friend....

wedding party..!!

I don't hate wedding party but I just don't really like attending it!
sabtu dan minggu kemaren, sibuk menghadiri resepsi pernikahan, hari Sabtu nemenin Uli, hari Minggunya resepsinya temen kantor. Kalau melihat proses mereka "berjodoh" cukup unik..tapi ga ada yang mengejutkan kecuali pemberitahuannya yang mendadak. From the first moment "they" meet, there is a butterflies in her eyes..yup I can tell you that, because I just knew when two people are match together.
next saturday and sunday, got invitation to the wedding party again..ooooh tired..should booked my hours minimum 4 hours..and I hate that, since I'm not yet write my thesis. OOOH temptation, I should manage my time..and for that I put all in the end of the line
Semangat...SKRIPSI

..a POEM from a friend..

From: Sobin
Tuesday, May 17, 2005 11:06:00 AM
Subject: Hi u got a wonderful smile !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Message:
well u got a smile like sunflower
u got a smile like the rainbow in sky after rain
u got the smile that inspires me to be a poet
u got a smile like my friend henny
thanks for ur smile and always smile
bye

The Best in Me

From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine

You touched my hand

And I knew that this was gonna be our time

I don't ever wanna lose this feeling

I don't wanna spend a moment apart

'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do

That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

Every day that I'm here with youI know that it feels right

And I've just got to be near you every day and every night

And you know that we belong together

It just had to be you and me

It was funny, suddenly at noon, sitting in my room, I miss him..the feeling is deep, and all I can do is say a little prayer for him..if maybe one day our path cross I hope I could be able to show my feeling.

..My feeling..

..this morning I meet Tanti again, she ask me to meet ! well gue sebenarnya mau aja ketemu, tapi honestly gue males kalo mendiskusikan love game, and being in love, or broken heart..shortly love matters..I'm not in the mood to discuss this matter.

Sorry friend..recently I'm kinna allergic to this, although I like to watch drama or romantic movie..but doesn't meant I can stand with all your story. But I promise you, I have two good ears and one big heart for you..

hidup kan bukan melulu mengenai cinta walaupun love make the world goes around!!

..yessss peace begins with a smile!!, when you got angry, but then you look a piece of smile on someone face, your HEART becomes melt..so don't underestimate the price of a SMILE...

..HAPPY face and big SMILE..thanks Pak Teguh..and thanks friends for the friendship that you give, and for a surprise..I put this on my blog, with a hope when I grow old, I could still see this smile, and remember the happy moments during my class at Penulisan Media Humas..

an advice from a friend..

Dearest girl friend..

I'm sorry I can't always besides you when you needed me..I remember many time you ask me for lunch and I can't full fill, or you want to tell your story, but I don't have time to listen.
Friend, in life not everything we wish for we can get..in life we need miracle, faith, and dream to go on from day to another day, above all we need God to make everything stays on track.

When you think something is the end, sometimes it only the beginning..one thing that I will never bored to reminds you..DON'T LET GO your FAITH, because you will need faith when life seems so unfair..you need faith to make a decission..you need faith to stay HAPPY..

>>for tanty "all happiness is in the mind"

say hello...say goodbye...

..in any relations there will be time to say hello and to say goodbye. The most hard part is when you decide to say goodbye, but some parts of your heart still hoping there will be time to say hello again....

A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I've saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappear now when I’m dreaming of your face
I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me
The miles just keep rollin as the people either way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated but I hope that it gets better as we go
I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done it get hard but it won’t take away my love I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

(3 Doors Down)

Tas Favoritmu Cirikan Minat Karirmu

dicuplik dari hanyawanita.com

Perempuan yang menyukai tas besar yang muat segala barang biasanya memandang hidup itu mengalir lancar laksana air. Sama seperti bagaimana dia mengisi 'kantong ajaib' khas Dorameon ini dengan semua kebutuhan, jika ada keperluan mendadak si penyuka big bags tak merasa panik.

Terkait karir, penggemar tas besar akan meraih puncak kesenangan di bidang pekerjaan yang memberikan tingkat fleksibilitas tinggi. Dia bisa mengatur waktu antara pekerjaan dan 'karirnya' sebagai ibu rumah tangga, mengantar-jemput anak sekolah.Penyuka big bags cocok bekerja di bidang yang membutuhkan analisis dan pemikiran mendalam, seperti ahli statistik, atau bahkan pakar komputer yang andal. Nah, dia juga bisa menjadi jurnalis atau wartawan yang tangguh, atau peneliti yang tekun, bahkan membuka jasa konsultan atau PR (public relation). Jika kebetulan ada bakat membuat kerajinan tangan atau meracik perhiasan, si pencinta tas besar bakalan betah dan umumnya sukses.

Atau jika berani memulai bisnis sendiri, seperti menjadi instruktur olehraga, ikut MLM, menjadi agen asuransi, bisa dilakukan. Karena kepiawaian dalam berbicara ditunjang kemampuan manajerial yang oke, si ratu tas besar juga cocok lho jadi seorang manajer penjualan.

Karena sifatnya yang tak suka dikekang, si penyuka tas besar lebih suka diberi kebebasan waktu dalam berkarya. Falsafah bekerja '9 to 5' tak begitu cocok untuknya, karena perempuan karir ini lebih suka result oriented. Kelebihan lainnya adalah, ratu tas besar mampu membuat keputusan penting secara bijak, meski tak ada pimpinan. Apalagi jika dia mendapat mandat penuh dari atasan.

..i think that's me.. :~P

April, 27 2005

last night around 10 pm Irene start to wish me happy birthday in advance, Arlind which is my sista, sms me too (our birthday is come), then Fred (my buddy) called me after 12 pm, "what a surprise from you..after all those year you still remember my b'day"..Ito called me with his sleepy voice (thanks) then Boru and Yulia, wish me, they are my pad friends..Bung Ray sms me too.."your sms is beautiful"

Morning comes my other buddy, Maradona sms me with his new number, after that i received sms from MOMMY, and then Dina (my junor high school best friend) sms me with words "hello beautiful" hehehe..then at office I start to call Tegar, my buddy which is we born in the same date but different year..and my mom call me..Yeah a HAPPY DAY

FRIENDZZZ thanks for remember my b'day..I feel great and hope till afternoon and night I will have another surprise from a person called FRIENDS, you guys are so special to ME..

..happy birthday to me..happy birthday to me..blow out the candle, make a wish and eat the cake..(No real cake for today)

RAINBOW by South Border

Fallin' out, fallin' in

Nothing's sure in this world no, no

Breakin' out, breakin' in

Never knowin' what lies ahead

We can really never tell it all no, no, no

Say goodbye, say hello

To a lover or friend

Sometimes we never could understand

Why some things begin then just end

We can really never tell it all no, no, no

But oh, can't you see

That no matter what happens

Life goes on and on

So baby, just/please smile

Coz im always around you

And ill make you see how beautiful

Life is for you and me

Take a little time baby

See the butterflies color's

Listen to the birds that were sent

To sing for me and you

Can you feel me

This is such a wonderful place to be

Even if there is pain now

Everything would be all right

For as long as the world still turns

There will be night and day

Can you hear me

There's a rainbow always after the rain

Ohh, whoa

Hittin' high, hittin' low

Win or lose you should go, yeah yeah

Getting warm, getting cold

Weather could be so good or bad

But baby this is life now don't get mad no, no, no

Coz oh, cant you see

That no matter what happens

Life goes on and on

So baby, please smile

Coz im always around you

And ill make you see how beautiful

Life is for you and me

Life's full of challenges

Not all the time we get what we want

But don't despair my dear coz I know now

You'll take each trial and you'll make it through the storm

Coz you're strong my faith in you is clear

So ill say once again this worlds wonderful and

Let us celebrate life that's so beautiful, so beautiful

Ohhhh

There's a rainbow always after the rain

Monday

..every person has their own problem, big, small, medium. It doesn't matter the size, because a problem still a problem it waits us to solve them. Problem make us worried and because we worry much, we start to doubt our faith.

Talking about faith, got interesting conversation last night. My friend telling me about her problem (big problem) and in the end she starts to doubt her faith. For me faith isn't just about we believe to God, but when we believe to ourselves that's also a faith.

When you start to analyze life, when you start to doubt what you believe it will makes you weak. Often times we don't know God's plan, many times we wait till we are dying but still God don't give an answer.

But when we start to discuss or telling our problem, we realize that everybody has their own problem. We can only doing the best thing, and wait for the best, although when we do something still we don't know if what we do is the best THING!

..I know I couldn't give a good answer to your question, but I have two ears and one heart to listen your problem..

..a b o u t LOVE

yup..i'm going to write bout love.. some said love conquers all, others said love is not enough.
for me????? to deal with love you must Have a heart that never hardens, and a temper that never tires, and a touch that never hurts.
often times, i love someone but that person refused it or someone loves me but i don't feel that way. so i think, if someone loves you it's not so special but if you love someone that is special. Because if you wished to be loved, love..

I'll Do Anything FOR U

Anything for you
Though you're not here
Since you said we're through
It seems like years
Time keeps draggin' on and on
And forever's been and gone
Still I can't figure what went wrong

I'd still do anything for you
I'll play your game
You hurt me through and through
But you can have your way
I can pretend each time I see you
That I don't care and I don't need you
And, though you'll never see me cryin'
You know, inside, I feel like dying

And I'd do anything for you
In spite of it all
I've learned so much from you
You made me strong
But don't you ever think that I don't love you
That, for one minute, I forgot you
But, sometimes, things don't work out right
And (I) just have to say goodbye

I hope you find someone to please you
Someone who'll care and never leave you
But, if that someone ever hurts you
You just might need a friend to turn to

And I'd do anything for you
I'll give you up
If that's what I should do
To make you happy
Don't you ever think that I don't love you
That, for one minute, I forgot you
But, sometimes, things don't work out right
And (I) just have to say goodbye

some can work this thing out but some failed... to bad we are not in the same team. But I would not regret the past, just closed another chapter of my life and begins with the new one!
I let you go..

When I heard about his illness and after that I start to receive a sms, told that he was died (rumor), I do not really pay attention to that. I think he is old anyway, what can you expect from a person in 84 years of age. Till it really happen, that he is gone, I heard this news when I attend a morning mass, last Sunday. Oh God I feel pain in my heart. He is a great person, a great Pope. He fought till the very last minute of his life.

by eyank

Be Not Afraid

Christ at the center of all things was a theme to which John Paul II returned until the very end of his life and which served as his unceasing prayer for the church and the world. On Oct. 22, 1978, only a few days after his election as pontiff of the Roman Catholic Church, Pope John Paul II called upon the world: "Be not afraid. Open wide the doors to Christ. To his saving power upon the boundaries of states, economic and political systems, the vast fields of culture, civilization and development. Do not be afraid.

An atheist's tribute to the good shepherd
I’m 60, a man who long ago stopped believing in God, the types of God fashioned by man, the type of God believed in by John Paul II. But, on this day of grief, April 3, 2005, I honor, in my own way the passing of this great man.

Even an atheist must honor a man like John Paul II. This man, this pope, lived the ideals that he professed, the ideals of Christianity, and did so aggressively. No sitting in Rome for John Paul II. He traveled the world with relentlessness; he movingly kissed the soil of each new land arrived at. He reached out to the sick, the poor, the dispossessed. He lectured the rich and powerful. He was conservative in the finest sense of that word, even for me a liberal, for he loved sinners and forgave them even while setting, through his agenda, very strict standards.

His conservatism never seemed ugly, punitive, unforgiving. What stunning leadership. He fought communism and I wonder if the full story of his leadership against that doctrine will ever be fully known? A son of Poland, perhaps her greatest, his life span had allowed him to see close up the evils of the 20th Century’s enslaving doctrines.

He used that insight wisely and relentlessly. Across the globe, wherever he went, the faithful would gather to catch a glimpse of this man who spoke of a better world. And so, even non-believers like me mourn his passing. We join the ranks of those who will miss him. And we smile with appreciation knowing that stubborn and skeptical though we may be, John Paul viewed people like us with love, tolerance and above all faith. He,through the experience of his decades, knew that ultimately faith is so much stronger than doubt. He was and will remain the good shepherd. —Peter Twomey, Marshfield, MA
(taken from http://www.msnbc.msn.com/)

I believe that nothing in life is Unimportant...
by eyank