16 December 2005

causin's wedding





Some pictures from Anin's wedding sacrament..
This wedding ceremony was held in Javanese tradition.
Congratulations for both of them..
As I predict before, aunty gives me a question, when is my turn? and I said next year !! (though I dunno what's year)
I don't really bother it much since I know marriage sometimes can be easy and not easy..it's a matter of choice and time..

12 December 2005

..thesis defended on dec, 10

Start from 3 AM in the morning I can't sleep anymore, I was so nervous with my big day, even I already doing some preparation but my body was so alert..
then..at 8 AM, my cell was ringing, mom called said she's waiting downstair..here we go the battle just start it. Some friends comming to watch my court..even mom was attending too, Tina, Salman, Jimmy, Peny, and Vanny were my supporter !
so..at 11 AM, the chief start the opening and then the examiner lecturer start questioning me some long questions..thank God I can answered all the question..and not long after that I was told that I passed the examination and graduated from Faculty of Social Science & Politics University of Indonesia.
and after that, party was held by my brother we ate at Italian restaurant for lunch, and my cell start beeping some of my friends send congrutulation wishing...
Thanks God once again and thanks friend for the support & prayer, and to my family I love you much..your support was my motivation and inspired me to achieve what I always want it !

07 December 2005

..my heart pump-in

3 days start from now I will have a big day, Saturday comes so fast..tik..tik..tik the clock can't stop it. Everybody told me that everything is gonna be okay, my friends, my parents, I hope everything will be running so smooth. Oh can't wait any longer...
so this time just prepare the best I can do, the rest is I put on HIS hand.

29 November 2005

down, desperate, hate..(the negative emotion)

After thinking over and over, and trying to see in the bright side, but today I feel I lost my patience ! I think I lost all motivation to work on this company, everything seems so unpleasure, I start to think that my job always repeating, and lack of new chalenge and journey !
so today my negative emotions seems winning my day, and I hate to tell everybody about that !
It seems I should rewind my mind, what's the main reason I still stay in this job :
1. I still working on my thesis and not yet graduated 2. no other job offer to me 3. hoping that I can continue my study abroad 4. maybe I could have a good refference by knowing a good professor and dean.
I think the most reason I still stay is not yet graduate and for study abroad !

21 November 2005

the SUN rise next to my apartment






If is not because I'm writing my thesis I'm gonna miss this remarkable VIEW..wooow...at 6.15 in the morning..
each morning i woke up in the hurry, never have time to see the sun rise..
each morning i woke up with so many list to do..never have time to thank that today the sun rise once more..

18 November 2005

mothers n daughters...


we are daughters and mothers..
we give and take but you give me more than I do..
you keep me warm with your love..
you always told that sky is the limit..
and i learn from you mother is a full time job and never be over till it's over..
i love you..

Last night i go for shopping for mom birthday presents, I start with a plan buy mom a white clotch and ended with a cream hand bag. I know recently she got a hard time, understanding my dad is never an easy way, she wants to make sure everything is happy, we (her children), daughter in law and grand son always taking your time too much. But you know Mom everything that you do is right, but sometimes we see it in another point of view, sorry for making you dissapointed..don't stop giving your love.

16 November 2005

Dolce Vita


...yeah it's about my thesis, yesterday i meet my dean and she said, one week from now i have to finished my thesis..
ooh my heart start pounding, since soon i have to put a bachelor degree after my last name.
he e ehhehe..this is what i'm waiting for, but when finally comes in front of me, i feel exiting and a little scared.
and last night instead of doing my thesis, i watch bewitched n while you are sleeping. The second movie is one of my favorite..everytime i watch this movie i never see it completely, and last night too, half part yes, but then i feel asleep.
so..today and 2morrow will keep myself avere entusiasmo ! working on my thesis..

14 November 2005

43 things to do?? I think 25 is more than enough !!

Early this morning i've seen a blog called 43 things.com, there I find people put their things to do, plan, and wishes. Well I don't think that my list will be that long...
so let's see how long is gonna be my list :
1. finish my thesis
2. praying more..specially rosary
3. go traveling to KL & Illigan (meet my lovely sis)
4. having serious relationship (commited)
5. spent my time more for mom n dad (family)
6. saying i love you more to people i care about
7. in love n being loved by a man which is the same faith with me
8. deposit my money
9. donate more
10. buy an electronic stuff (digital camera, TV flat, web cam ext.)
11. better job with more money
13. learn italy
14. study or working abroad
15. read more n watch less
16. exercise more
17. start my own family
18. doing volunteer
19. buy a car
20. having my own business
21. live in a house with good temperature n good neighborhood
22. surrounded by family n good friends
what else?? that's all i think at this moment..
how bout you??

11 November 2005

Mr Right VS mr RIGHT now


Masih topik tentang yang berhubungan dengan cinta, suka atau tidak, mau tidak mau hidup itu indah kalau kita punya banyak cinta yang bisa dibagikan ke banyak orang.
Memutar rekaman kaset kehidupan gue, banyak banget di tahun ini gue kenal sama orang, baik yang menarik, yang menyebalkan, dan juga yang memang mengharuskan gue kenal tuh orang! but betul kalo friendship is hard to find karena ga banyak yang terus bertahan "sepanjang waktu".
Loh sebenarnya gue mau cerita tentang mr right now kan, heeeh Mr. Right Now menurut gue itu seseorang yang karena berbagai alasan dan keadaan membuat gue bertemu dengannya. Adakalanya gue bersamanya pada hitungan minggu, bulan dan juga tahun! me and him sharing manis dan pahitnya hidup ini. Bisa aja karena sesuatu hal kita berpisah! dan kemudian I meet another Mr. Right now, so gue akan pilih mr right now then mr. right karena gue masih bingung mendeskripsikan MR. RIGHT, apakah mr right itu orang yang almost sempurna? atau karena itu mr. khayalan? But I learn apa yang menurut gue "right" ternyata orang itu tidak memandang gue ms. right, dan kadang yang gue pandang sebelah mata, malah he is mr. right now.
so don't expect much and don't hurry, but don't go slowly !

09 November 2005

tell me quando..quando

This post is inspired by the song title "quando" by michael buble..recently almost everyday I heard this music played by local radio.

Tell me when will you be mine/Tell me quando quando quando/We can share a love devine/Please don't make me wait again/When will you say yes to me/Tell me quando quando quando/You mean happiness to me/Oh my love please tell me when...

thanks for making my day looks great, thanks for saying i'm almost perfect, (gee I never felt that way), i deliver a short prayer for you today..for your happiness.. maybe one fine day, when we finally aggreed to put behind our difference and just hold on to what we believe and being able to used the word us and no longer YOU and ME..
one sweet day..but quando..quando..

>>for the person that a minutes ago i said that i miss you

28 October 2005

SELAMAT L E B A R A N

libur telah tiba..libur telah tiba..
senangnya..
gue mau pergi camping..wowwww..
I'll miss my time sitting in front of computer and browsing and waiting my buddy online buzz me and IM me..
haahhh..gonna eat..eat..and sleepping while holiday so till I'm back from my holiday you guys take care..!!
will be miss u

25 October 2005

Thesis

It's enough bout script (THESIS) today..dizzy dizzy..tinggal tunggu perbaikan trus..ketik lagi yang perlu..trus sidang deeh. IS that so simple? maybe..if you think life is simple then it would be.
Pagi ini jalanan dah mulai sepiii..bentar lagi lebaran mungkin dah banyak orang mudik. Gue suka banget kalo pas lebaran Jakarta aga lengang bisa buat main bola kaki di jalan raya :-p hari Rabu mulai libur trus tanggal 9 Nopember masuk lagi..iih ngapain yaah gue..
Mba Ima sms tadi asking about my plan..aaaah mau dong pergi kemana gitu "killing my time"
sebelum kembali pusing lagi dengan skripsi..oh iya mesti ke rumah dosen, ambil revisi..aah kecil..pokoknya "fun-fun" and ga perlu mikir terlalu berat, beli VCD/DVD, novel, makanan kecil (foods) ?? shopping..shopping!!!

21 October 2005

...............intersection road......

i believe there is a time to meet and to say goodbye.
i know in each of intersection..i will meet new people, some can be a potential friend, some were my old friend and more than one can be my candidate boy friends.
sometimes it started for a simple thing, a common background, common interest, something that we never expected before..
many times what we have been predicted before never happen, or getting worse..but many times what we never wish for...come to our way and bring so much joy and laughter !
so..the most important in relationship bukan berapa banyak kita putus, tapi berapa banyak kita bangkit lagi setelah kegagalan.

19 October 2005

...love H U R T S

Last night I read a tabloid and one of the article is about LOVE HURT. It's an interesting article since some girls writing their experience about how love could be so "cruel" and after I read it comes to my mind to put in my blog.
For girls who just being dumped..once including me (hahahaa)..we don't need to feel the world is over, coz' there are so many-many girls out there had the same experience as we do or even worse than we have. All the girls who share her experience, all are pretty, all are smart, but in life remember theres is a time for everything. So for you who still sad, lost and hate your "ex boy friend" remember, everything comes in a purpose. Don't go sad and lost too long because the key reason why he dumped you was he don't deserve to have your love...
Here I quote what the girl's tabloid wrote
so..let's start experience number one:
"sehari sebelum putus dia bilang sayang banget pada saya eh..ngga tahunya besoknya dia langsung minta putus! saya baru tahu kalau ada orang ketiga. Setelah kejadian itu, kerjaan saya menangis dan menangis, mogok makan, sampai semua keluarga ikut turun tangan"
number two:
"tanpa firasat apapun, aku mengiyakan ajakan pacar buat ketemuan dan makan malam di sebuah restoran. Aku pikir bakal ada makan malam romantis, karena suasana kafenya romantis banget. Ternyata, begitu kami duduk dia langsung bilang kalau ngga bisa melanjutkan hubungan kami. Gubrak!"
number three:
"saya diputusin pacar seminggu sebelum ujian skripsi, tanpa alasan tidak jelas pula. Saya menangis semalaman, sampai-sampai teman sekos heboh"
see..boys sometimes dumped you in a silly reasons, but you can do the same too (dumped your boy friend) but...my advice (in this case I try to be expert !!)
for the girls who intend to dumped your Boy Friend just because you falling in love with someone else, please think over and over again...coz' once you make the "hole" in his heart, he might be forgive you but not forgotten. So make a good reason if you want to break up.

18 October 2005

GAMBATTENE

--sedikiiiiit lagiiiii sampai deh di sidang !!!!!
--semangaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatttt
harus bikin abstrak, daftar isi, daftar pustaka, terus direvisi, terus sidang dech
iiccchhh cuma segini aja..
iccchhh ngeriiii
sidang gitu looh
abis lebaran maju sidang.
ayooooo lekas wujudkan
Gunakan waktu untuk hal-hal besar

17 October 2005

.the words that i like to use recently

"walah"
"aaaah"
"ga penting"
"kesel"
"case closed"
"ada deh"
"setuju"
"where are you from"
one word that can describe my feeling now:
"kangen"

i miss you so bad !!

13 October 2005

MY WEDDING INVITATION

HUAAAHAHAHA...
GOTCHA..
you thought it was real, huh..
today i post a bulletin boards on my friendster and at subject i said my wedding invitation..so the first person who believe my trick is my colleague.
there is a smile in my face...heheehe..you know guys if i want to get marry, i'll send you a real invitation not only on FS.
wekekekekehhh.
so today i meet a new online friend, and i found out he has a gift.
He said.."jangan mencari, let God arrange it for you" yeahhh let somebody find me, isn't?

12 October 2005

to the world maybe i am just somebody but to somebody i am his world (really??)

This past two days..i sleep only 3 hours in the morning.
wuaaaaaaahhhhhhh (yawning) luckily "funny" accompanied me during my tired, desperate moment working on my thesis.
so..what's the related between the title with what I write here??? I just want to say, I am glad to have a friend like him..a friend like him nowdays is very rare.
He was postponed his sleeping time, because he knows I'm working for my thesis..so till I msg him that I done doing my thesis, he still woke up..
and..early in the morning..I had come to the conclusion, that he came home in the right time!

04 October 2005

..what ever..

it's their life, it's their choice..it's up to them.
all i want they are happy, but if the condition like this, though i thought it's not the "perfect"
but what can i say, i think i'm hoping too much, i think i ask for much, higher than they could do.
So..what ever, what way they choose, i leave to them.
Seeing them like this only make my heart broken. i do what i can do, the rest is up to them!
but i pray for the good, that they can show their love each other.

03 October 2005

KISAH ROMANTIS


my favorite song (this month)...sang by Glen Fredly, that are known as a musician who sing a sad song, but not this time!

mengejar dirimu takkan ada habisnya
membuat diriku menggila
bila hati ini menjatuhkan pilihan
apapun akan kulewati
hari ini sayang sangat penting bagiku
kau jawaban yg aku cari
kisah hari ini kan ku bagi denganmu
dengarlah sayang kali ini
permintaanku padamu
reff:
dan dengarlah sayangku
aku mohon kau menikah denganku
ya hiduplah denganku
berbagi kisah hidup berdua
cincin ini sayang terukirkan namamu
begitu juga di hatiku
hujan warna-warni kata orang tak mungkin
namun itu mungkin bagiku
sebuah tanda cintaku

as a girl i wonder, is there any romantic guy who dare to ask (will you marry me) just like Glen? hehehe..it's too good to be true?
anyway yesterday was my "suitor" birthday...wish you all the best, but sorry to say i don't feel the same and i don't have a heart to love you as you do..and everytime i saw your eyes, i feel guilty. Coz' your eyes telling millions thing!
life is a mystery but i believe too that we write our own story and everytime i think i know the end. I don't!