Soulmate

What is a soulmate?
"A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks."
Somedays ago, my friend told me, her soulmate could be He or She.
I think it's true..because I realize, that a soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.
For other person, we could be a soulmate or even an angel.
Yes, we are an angel with one wing, we can only fly if we hold each other wings.
Today, I have found out my soulmate and my angel..

In time of trouble I will turn on you (irene) asking your wing, so we could fly together.
In the hard time, I found out that God always carry me out, he always send his angel..

I can’t stop lovin’ you

There’s a time and place for everything, for everyone
We can push with all our might, but nothin’s gonna come
Oh no, nothin’s gonna change
And if I asked you not to try
Oh could you let it be

I wanna hold you and say
We can’t throw this all away
Tell me you won’t go, you won’t go
Do you have to hear me say

I can’t stop lovin’ you
And no matter what I say or do
You know my heart is true, oh I can’t stop loving you

You can change your friends, your place in life
You can change your mind, we can change the way we say
And do anytime Oh no, but I think you’ll find
That when you look inside your heart
Oh baby, I’ll be there, yeah

Hold on I’m holding on Baby,
just come on, come on, come on
I just wanna hear you say
I can’t stop lovin’ you
And no matter what you say or do
You know my heart is true, oh I can’t stop lovin’ you
Oh, I’m so twisted and tied

And all I remember
Was how hard we tried
Only to surrender
And when it’s over I know how it’s gonna be
And true love will never die
No, not fade away And I can’t stop lovin’ you

No matter what I say or do
You know my heart is true, oh I can’t stop lovin’ you
And I know what I got to do
Hey ray, what you said is true I can’t stop lovin’ you, oh Oh,
I can’t stop lovin’ you

It's me on monday afternoon, using bang Idon's camera
by eyank

HAVE YOU EVER ?

Have you ever been just sitting there and all of a sudden you feel like doing something nice for someone you care for? THAT'S GOD talking to you through the Holy Spirit.

Have you ever been down and out and nobody seems to be around for you to talk to? THAT'S GOD wanting you to talk to Him.

Have you ever been thinking about somebody that you haven't seen in a long time and then next thing you know you see them or receive a phone call from them?
THAT'S GOD. There is no such thing as coincidence.

Have you ever received something wonderful that you didn't even ask for, like money in the mail, a debt that had mysteriously been cleared, or a coupon to a department store where you had just seen something you needed, but couldn't afford?
THAT'S GOD knowing the desires of your heart.

Have you ever been in a situation and you had no clue how it was going to get better, how the hurting would stop, how the pain would ease, but now you look back on it. . .. THAT'S GOD passing us through tribulation to see a brighter day

A Great Week

Mayla Hubahib Colance, or Irene..
Look I'm trying to write in English, though it's not easy, cause been so long not to use english in my daily conversation. Hope u can understand that.
All I can say, that last week I have a great time, because you are there..
You are a nice person, and thanks for mention my name in your blog :)
Thanks for adding some comments to my blog, and thanks for writing a poetry for me. That's one thing in common..
Thanks for the picture of Christian Bautista, I guess I don't want to grow old because of him :P
and thanks for being my friend!
I hope we could meet in person..

DO NOT FOLLOW ME I'M LOST TOO

when i'm in hurry to office this morning, it's late actually, in the crowded street, right in front of me i saw that sign (Do not Follow me, I'm Lost too) huaahhaa...

"What is hope?
Hope is wishing for a thing to come true;
faith is believing that it will come true."

by eyank

"Do Not Be Discouraged If Your Plans Do Not Succeed The First Time.

"Do Not Be Discouraged If Your Plans Do Not Succeed The First Time. No One Learns To Walk By Taking Only One Step."

maunya serba cepat, ga perlu revisi, langsung di-approve, dan langsung dapat dosen pembimbing. tapi itu kan mau gue :P
kenyataannya, mesti revisi, dan blum tentu juga abis revisi langsung di-approve, nikmatin aja kali yee..

Good News

not just good but great news..
I'm so happy to hear that..
I believe in every path that you choose, you get the best and you can make it into the BEST
and you always get my support in every way that you choose.

Kapan yaah

Terima kasih Tuhan saya punya teman-teman yang menyenangkan, punya teman-teman yang mau mendengarkan, punya teman-teman yang memperhatikan dan menguatkan.
Ketika hidup seperti....................
ketika lelah menunggu...............
ketika ga tau mesti mengambil keputusan..........
ketika sangat-sangat bosan....
kau ingatkan masih ada satu kata..BERSYUKUR..
bahwa:
masih bisa merasakan hidup
masih diberi kesempatan menunggu (walau tak tahu kapan dapat jawabannya)
masih diberi pilihan
masih diberi rutinitas,,,,,,
above all Tuhan meminta kita menunggu karena mempunyai alasan.

TEA, toast and Honey, make it SUNNY in the rainy d a y..
by eyank

(sosrowijayan) 30 Jan'05
by eyank

WHEN TIME TO c h o o s e

Here I'm in the moment to choose
When time to choose comes, yang ada ga segampang bayangan tapi ga sesulit yang dibayangin
LOOOHH? maksudnya gimana nih
kalo ada 2 pilihan: A dan B
tetap masih ada pilihan ke 3
dan pilihan itu adalah tidak memilih A dan B atau malah memilih kedua-duanya.
Kalo tidak memilih A dan B, sounds fair for A and B, but not for me..
Kalo memilih kedua-duanya naah ini baru fair for me, tapi ga buat A & B (but who cares bout that) as long as make me happy....
so selfish!!

CinTapuccino

GRRRRR..
baru baca kata pengantarnya aja dah gue banget..quarter life crisis..
baca ini novel bikin gue bisa berdamai dengan "keinginan hati" dan mempercayai segala sesuatu ada waktunya juga mempercayai proses.
Toh kalo jodoh, ada aja jalannya untuk ketemu!!
setiap orang mempunyai kisah cinta sendiri dan itulah indahnya hidup..
Ga selamanya yang namanya obsesi itu berarti negatif.
1. Apakah gue pernah mempunyai seorang "nemo" ? YUP..
2. Apakah gue pernah menjadi "rahmi" ? sure, I was..(and don't like it)
3. Apakah masih terobsesi dengan seseorang? yeaah

CINTA itu tidak datang atas unsur paksaan atau suatu alasan, tapi CINTA hanya akan datang tanpa kita tahu Kedatangannya..
by eyank

Love Takes Time

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others including Love.
One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all repaired their boats and left.

Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment. When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help.
Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.
Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "Sadness, let me go with you." "Oh...Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"
Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her!
Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come Love, I will take you."

It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that Love even forgot to ask the elder her name.
When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Love, realizing how much Love owed the elder, asked Knowledge, another elder, " Who helped me?"
"It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"
Knowledge smiled with great Wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."

I really care bout YOU

Aneh..
awalnya I can't go on another day without thinking about you, seing you, and hear your voice
selalu menantikan kesempatan bertemu..
dan kini..malah lega melihatmu tidak berada disampingku..
walau aku masih merindu tapi aku lega.
Mungkin..
aku mulai terbiasa tanpamu, tanpa percakapan yang hangat, tanpa kata-katamu yang merindu.
Aaaggghh..senangnya mempunyai waktu sendiri tanpa memikirkanmu.
Aagghh leganya..
I CARE BOUT YOU BUT NOT SURE YET!

Yogyakarta 28 - 30 januari 2005

jam 6.15 dah di Cengkareng, padahal pesawatnya baru jam 9 take off..weh suwi men.
"monggo, malioboro, alun-alun, pathuk, taman sari", kata bang becak..eehhmm ini bener-bener yogya, kota yang ngangenin.
Hari pertama tiba, my schedule, makan (laper dari jam 5 dah pergi dari Depok), trus check in dan nyekar ke mbah putri dan om, sebelah selatan yogya... don't see my family there because my uncle have to go to city soon! then go to Salam (daerah Magelang) menghadiri acara siraman nuke dan nemenin midodareni..
Jam 20.30 dijemput lagi dan lgs menuju hotel, eeh sempat juga muter-muter nyari toko buah yg masih buka (walah) ternyata bu nuke, lupa blum beli buah buat persembahan. Trus sampai hotel, ganti baju, dan jalan ke malioboro, nyari makanan buat temen-temen yg baru aja datang..lesehan di malioboro, sumpah bakal kecewa, ga enak, dan mahal, disitu harga ayam goreng bisa 9000..lohhh!! ini kan jogja bukan jakarta..jelas mahal banget! tapiii mas pengamennya boleh juga..heuhehhee..mitra bestari ampe speechles, jadi mo request satu lagu neeh.
Sabtu pagi..ke pemberkatan nuke di salam, foto-foto dan kemudian pulang ke sosrowijayan, terus ke kota gede, cari perak, beli cincin terus ke kasongan lihat pernak-pernik, kalo dah punya rumah sendiri pengen juga nih dekor dengan pernak-pernik yang cute dan etnik. Malam ke resepsi di Balai Sinta...foto-foto..emang cewe-cewe ini banci kamera semua ga nahan liat ada kamera!!
Malam minggu, ke alun-alun ngidul, niatnya mo buktiin jalan lurus melewati dua pohon beringin tapi ga pada punya nyali, ramai banget di lapangan, dah deh ga usah ntar malah nubruk orang!!!Weeh ramenya alun-alun..berderet penjual wedang ronde, akhirnya lesehan di tikar pesen wedang ronde (cukup 2000 saja semangkuk kecil), ngobrool sambil liat orang-orang yg pada nyasar lewatin pohon beringin then go home sleep tight! (Ngantuuk berat)
Minggu pagi, jam 10..ke Taman Sari naik becak pulang pergi 10 ribu! rutenya sosrowijayan-taman sari-jalan pathuk-es eni. Selama 3 hari disana langganan di es eni, cukup murah untuk ukuran jakarta terus ditambah banyak pilihan makanan dan lumayan bersih!
Sore, yang lain pada lanjut ke malioboro ngeborong oleh-oleh but I stay at hotel..malezzz hehehe tidur aja ahhhh...malioboro dah sering banget gue ukur panjangnya, lagian nyokap n bokap baru aja dari yogya, ga perlu beli oleh-oleh kan (males apa duit dah abis??) :P
Jam 5 sore, siap ke airpot, wah pulang lagi deh ke Jakarta!!!

Please dech..

..please deh..don't asked me with that silly question "kamu kenapa?"
... please give me S P A C E..
Please jangan suka mau tau urusan orang lain, semisal curi-curi liat ada apa di monitor gue.. ini udah yang sekian kali nich..dan kali yang terakhir, I will scream louder!!! and if you read this stop doing that thing!!!
gue paling ga suka sama orang yang pengen bangeeeeet tau urusan orang lain!
SO WHAT ? yang penting be responsible khan..
PLEASE STOP DOING THAT THING...

F R E E

Rasanya koq lebih enak seperti sekarang..FREE..
Free to decide,
Free to go,
Free to choose,
Free to sing,
Free to eat,
Free to date,
Free from heartache,
Tomorrow will fly to the city I most miss besides Bali.
Hope tomorrow the weather is good, and we will have so much fun there.